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Standing in front of the sea.

Oh why m I gloomy?

The water is calm, the sky is blue

Oh why me standing in front of the sea?

I m seriously tired. Tired mentally.

What's life? How is it meant to be?

A lot of stuffs haunted my mind.

All the time I keep thinking about

how to have a better result in my work?

how to face the people?

how to be a good person?

how to accomplish everything perfectly?

how to love people?

how to help others?

When I m alone in the middle of the night

I doubt what I did. I ask myself what do I want?

I worked so hard to be a happy n positive person

everyone I love is happy except me

sometimes I feel like being nobody

no need to bother n care so much

no need to work so hard

No one understands me

They think my life is easy and happy.

That's because I only project the good ones

I don't complain, I don't comment,

I talk only the good n keep the bad to myself

I seldom show my negative emotions

I don't simply cry

Maybe I m full of perseverance

so others think I don't need compassion and care

Maybe I m tough and rough outside

so others tend to forget I m an ordinary girl

I m not blaming. I know that's me in front of you.

When the night ends

I forget about me.

I let go and accept that me

living in that moment happily.