Before

Before.

Past tense or whatever

is a pathetic word

which I don't really like

For example

we were together before

I love him before

I was happy before

before la

As time past

everything is left behind

some memories were good

and of course some were bad

No matter it's good or bad

no matter how eager we wanted to go back

no matter how many times we sing yesterday once more

we can't actually do it

we can't reverse anything

pathetic la

What I have is now

not yesterday or tomorrow

instead of thinking of the past

or worrying about the future

I should cherish this moment

Talk is easy

but do is never easy

most of the people stay in the moment

thinking of the past

and worry about the future

What should I do?

Writing in this moment

I should sleep.

It's 243am

good night.