Caffeine

It's an emo night.

Probably it's the caffeine's fault.

Suddenly I miss talking to somebody.

I haven't talk to him for weeks

I guess he is busy

or he thought I m busy

I don't know laaa

but I just don't want to interrupt him

so I keep quiet

This is me

sometimes I m self-centered

sometimes I m very considerate

sometimes I just don't know what to do

so end up doing nothing

He is a special friend

a shadow

a mirror image

an awkward person

a person who I do not want to lose

He looks cool and arrogant all the time

smile a little when came across something funny

has goals but working hard to please people most of the time

lost himself but happy for losing himself

helpful but pretend to be cool

always thinking never let his brain to rest

mumble to himself in the middle of the night

likes to take care of others and thought he is a robot

laugh because he needs to laugh

(the he in my mind)

an awkward person

Please don't ask me any question about this post.

He is he.

A friend of mine.

And I'm not writing this post for him.

It's a recording for myself

for remembering someone else because of the caffeine

in the middle of the night.

It's 311am

caffeine, caffeine please go away.

I really want to sleep.

ps: I'm not admiring him la anyway.