If and only if

If I m a bird

I can fly as high and as free as I want

If I m a dog

I can pee and bark whenever I want

If I m a pig

I can eat and sleep anytime I want

But I m a human

the most complicated species of all

I seriously don't know why we are here

with a mission or without one

I don't understand what's the purpose anyway

for good sake or ourselves?

I really don't know

Sometimes I doubt

sometimes I cherish

sometimes I m glad

sometimes I hate

and no matter what emotions I have

I just have to accept the fact

this is the so called life

Like now

I don't know what m I writing

I know I m bullshitting

but I m still a human

Accepting and changing

adapting and evolving

to a better me in life

for no reason

Only if I m not a human

I can get rid of all this shit

but too bad it's a mission impossible.